You make this look way too innocent. What you've done didn't make us act like you were monsters, it MADE you monsters. Anyway, paying up for all the things you've done seems good. Although it will not stop you from being remembered as being part of one of the most immature group of people, that legitimately tried to take over MCSG clans's TS's. Oh well, After all you've gotten, I'm not feeling like arguing. I really hope you don't do this again, or even get close to, and I really hope you stand up to what you said especially "You might think it is cool to ddos and it is something that is trivial and does not matter at all. Plus ddosing is a stupid way to defend yourself".
Until then, try to somehow get some respect back, rebuild everything you've obliterated, and good luck if you do start a YouTube.